Who's fault?

I find it so easy to blame 'time' on my issues in school.  Not enough-time.  In truth I have been terrible at planning and I have allowed other things to consume my time.

I used to blame my Mother for so much.  Today, I am given the opportunity to spend time with her and I will be truthful, I have not coordinated my time for school versus her.  I know there is a price, but I also cherish the time with her.  I had to make a decision and I did.  My school work is showing.

Also, my job and the additional hours I work.  I am working on learning to balance, but I don't know that I am doing so well.  I am a procrastinator.  I plan, but don't quite have the organization down.

Responsibility to me is being accountable.  I have to own my choices.  I am the one who decides what I will do and I get to weigh the costs.  Ultimately I know my grades may suffer, but I lost my mom once.  I am being given a second chance and I do not know how much time there is, therefor I will spend quality time with her and learn to take advantage of the rest my time to be responsible and prioritize.